Yesterday was one of the most precious days of my entire
life. As I sat kangarooing Cameron, our favorite nurse, Megan, came over to me
and asked, “How do you think Cameron would like a change of scenery?”. I knew
exactly what she meant and I got excited. It was FINALLY time for the twins to
be moved next to each other!!! It’s been 5 weeks tomorrow and the twins haven’t
been near each other. Within minutes, they began moving the bed that was
currently next to Violet and started getting Cameron ready for the big move.
Once he was in his new spot, we couldn't take the smiles off of our faces. Dennis was
kangarooing Violet so he was able to watch everything happen, as well. Then,
even though I’d held Cameron for the day already, Megan took him back out and
we were able to take our first FAMILY picture. Needless to say, my eyes are
ridiculously puffy because I couldn’t stop crying. We waited so long for that
moment and it was finally there. We held them there for a few minutes just
soaking everything in when Megan said, “Okay, now I’m really going to push it”.
She took Cameron from me and put him in Dennis’s arms. Dennis was holding our
two babies and they were as close as they had ever been since being born. For
us, it was absolutely incredible. I loved seeing them together. It was one of
those few times in life when you picture something in your head over and over
and then when it actually happens it’s even BETTER than you’d imagined. We all
know that doesn’t happen very often. It was absolutely beautiful and it’s
something I will never, ever forget. When I’m 100 years old, and I’m about to
peacefully die in my sleep (because duh, that WILL be how it happens), I will
have the images of last night running through my mind.
Violet slept through pretty much the entire thing. This was
a little surprising to us because she’s our little party girl. She always has to
try to stay awake when she knows someone is there. But, she was out like a
light for the big move. Cameron, who sleeps through everything, was WIDE awake.
He was the most alert I’ve ever seen him. His eyes were big and it looked like
he just kept trying to figure out what the hell was going on. They were both so
cute. We kept saying that Cameron was telling Violet she can’t boss him around
anymore just because they are close again. I told Violet she can’t be a bossy
pants, but I don’t think she’s going to listen. I told them both to look out
for each other and to keep each other company when Mommy and Daddy aren’t
there. The move actually made leaving a little easier because I knew they were
so close. They’re finally together again. While they’re still in their
incubators, it shouldn’t be too long before they can come out and be in NICU
cribs. Cameron is wearing clothes and Violet will probably come off high flow
and move to regular nasal cannulas soon. I’ll say this until the day I die
(which will be when I’m 100): my babies are miracles. I love them more than
anything in this world and I can’t wait to get them home. Miracles do happen.
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